Ray Lopez Knihy

Lopez's third memoir delves into his evolving faith and personal growth as a Christian, husband, father, and probation officer. It chronicles his departure from the Baptist church to an independent congregation focused on the Holy Spirit. The narrative encompasses the challenges of raising children as working parents, the impact of 9/11, and a poignant journey to Peru for their daughter’s recovery after a severe accident. Additionally, it addresses family hardships, including his parents' deaths and his sister-in-law's battle with ALS, ultimately highlighting themes of resilience and divine purpose.

The memoir explores the author's journey through immaturity and struggles with alcoholism as a young Christian in California. Drawing parallels to biblical and literary themes, it highlights his internal conflict between conscience and desire. The transformative healing from alcoholism not only saves his marriage but also paves the way for academic and professional success, including a master's degree from UC Berkeley and a career as a federal probation officer. The narrative spans fourteen years, concluding with a move to Connecticut, enriched by family and community blessings.