Set in 2003 New York City, this gripping novel follows a genderqueer book conservator grappling with her identity, a stagnant relationship, and an artistic block. Dawn Levit, a bookbinder at the Metropolitan Museum of Art, feels creatively stifled and struggles to express herself amidst societal expectations and a partner who wishes she were more traditionally gendered. With a major gallery debut looming in six weeks and no artwork to present, Dawn seeks inspiration in the city's street art. Her life takes a turn when she uncovers a hidden queer love letter in a 1950s lesbian pulp novel. This discovery ignites her obsession with finding the letter's author, whom she believes can guide her toward self-acceptance. As her fixation deepens, a hate crime against her best friend, Jae, adds to her sense of urgency and guilt. Ultimately, Dawn's journey is not just about uncovering the past but also about confronting her own desires and the life she wishes to lead. This evocative debut captures the struggle for authenticity and the essential conversations we must have with ourselves to create a world where everyone can be true to who they are.
